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its been 8 months since my last update..
maybe more.i dont remember
all that i remember all of this was just like yesterday.
waiting for work
working hard
became lazy..
worked hard again
MARRIED
working..
and
working..

as lifeless as it may seem, i now realize that this profession doesn't suits me at all..but i still having doubts.
i want to be a great doctor
i achieved that with most of my patients
but i know my knowledge is still not sufficient..
i want to be a specialist
but i don't know how much pressure i can take.i want my own time..
i want to be a great husband
my wife told me that i am
but it's hard living far away from her
i want to be a great father
but it is not the time yet
i want to be a great son
my parents told me that i am
but i know i'm not..yet..

i hope that i can be a better person
i hope i can change for the best
i hope i won't break

as lifeless as it may seems, i thank God for all the opportunities
and for what He will give me in the future.

-ANDSOTHEDOCTORHASSPOKEN-